The I in Never Be


I can never be all the things
I want nor those others
wish I could be.

I want to read the unwritten,
swim seas yet unnamed, and
paint Sunday without crosses to bear.

If I were a book, the reader
would search the last page
to try to understand why it was
written without punctuation. 

©Susie Clevenger 2025


NaPoWriMo ~ Day 4


 

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